I haven't had sex with my wife for several years. - But I thought I loved and was loved. - It wasn't until some time later that I realized that the discomfort I first noticed was a sign that my wife was cheating on me. - I questioned my wife and felt ashamed of myself for spending all my time at work. - This brought us together deeply and we loved each other like newlyweds. - A few weeks later, my wife cheated on me again. - Along with the sound of trust being broken, I heard my own heart pounding with excitement. - My wife doesn't realize that I saw her cheating on me. - And I was excited by the sight of my wife having sex with another person.